Courtney : Age:
Writing, Singing, Buffy, Dancing and Weight TrainingDescription:
5'4, Long Blonde hair with violet/auburn streaks, and Jade Green eyes
Interests: Music, Photography, Drinking, and AFI
Description: 5'5, Dyed Black hair, Black eyes, 1/2 mexican 1/2 white
Interests: Acting, Music, Drinking, and Singing
Description: 5'3, black Hair, Brown eyes, Philipino/Hispanic
Nov 20, 2003
theres no point in me coming back here anymore...
anyway, i've started using my melo again..
it was fun while it ...
over and out ...
Posted at 04:41 pm by 3LilBitches
Oct 13, 2003
This entry isn't an intellectual one, nor is it of much importance, but for some reason a lot of my infinite pet peeves came to my mind, and i decided to disclose them to all .... alot of them are gonna be pretty obvious, and some may make me seem overly eccentric... but oh well... here it goes (in no specific order)
people who can't spell worth shit
leaving clothes in the dryer
people who just don't know the meaning of any word they hear
people who think women can't do certain things just because they are women
making fun of other cultures
making fun of the "dorks", "nerds" or "social outcasts"
when fat people wear skin tight clothing or things that reveal their rolls
bathing a dog in the kitchen sink while there are dishes in there
when people excessively mock my dieting (ie: "you're not gonna do your stupid fucking diet shit again today are you?")
when tampons, pads, or bras are laying around (ie: on the kitchen counter or on the dining table)
excessive "play hitting"
when shoes don't match a person's outfit
people who wear sunglasses that just don't go with their face
people who wear sunglasses inside or when its dark out
songs that have excessive "oh baby" lyrics
people with bad posture
people who mess up my bed w/o my permission
people who keep calling back even when the phone isn't being answered
people who don't leave messages on an answering machine
people who use both the phone and the internet at the same time
people who wear the same clothes more than one day in a row
when people eat their food using the "cow chewing action"
people who talk with food in their mouth
loud, obnoxious, ear peircing laughter
those movie screams
girls who play that whole "damsel in distress" role
girls who scream and say "ow" for ever little poke or pinch
excessive eye make-up (although,it can be cute, if you know how to do it right)
girls who excessively say " i wish i had 'so and so's body"
people with disgustingly low self esteem
those self proclaimed "uber punk rocker" kids
pants that go over peoples belly buttons
little kids that wear make-up
people who excessively complain about how much their life sucks
people who think their life is worse than everyone elses on the planet, so they always talk of suicide, but never do it,
people who think its extremely evil of me for telling those people to just give in and kill themselves already...
new red hot chili peppers songs
people who just don't know when to stop (ie: repeating jokes over and over, lauging about a joke over and over, "hey look at this !"..."hey! look at it again!")
people who don't rinse off their dishes before they leave them in the sink
when the clean dishes aren't put away in their proper place
when i arrange the fridge to how its supposed to be, and the next day everything is out of order
when i arrange all the pots, pans, and dishes in a neat order, and the next day, they're messed up
when people ignore me when i'm talking
when people look at me like i'm stupid
when people say that the things i say are stupid
people who TyPe LiKe ThIs
the phrase "RAWKS MY SOCKS"
OK I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING ON .... BECAUSE THATS ALOT OF FUCKIN PET PEEVES...
Posted at 10:42 pm by 3LilBitches
Oct 6, 2003
CAN YOU HELP ME?????????????????????????
so my world is falling all around me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tell me if you want to help me and i will write.........the way i see it is why write if no one really cares so please say you want to help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at 05:25 pm by 3LilBitches
Sep 24, 2003
“IS IN IT FUNNY”
( if this offends anyone...well.... Get OVER IT)
Is in it funny how people don’t have faith until something bad happens and they NEED something!!!!!! I must admit that I to am guilty of that!!! But, I allllllllwwwwwwaaaaaaayyyyyyssss have my faith!!!! Is in it funny ‘they” say you don’t know what you have got tell it’s gone,....what if you knew what you had the whole time and it still made no difference. Is in it funny that the things I work so hard for,others get just dropped in their laps!!!! Is on it funny that people see the bad before the good.......could it be there is more bad then good. Is in it funny”they” say don’t kill the messenger....but,you don’t need a messenger unless you have bad news....so I say, KILL all the messengers and then there would be no more bad news!! Is in it funny the calm before the storm is much, much,MUCH longer then the storm it’s self(for those of you who are lost...I am not talking about a rain storm or even a wind storm..I am talking about a “ LOVE” storm). Is in it funny that life is really like a box of chocolates you never know what your ganna get...but, now a days you can get the “ put it together yourself “ boxes so that analogy holds no baring now does it???? Is in it funny that you are really guilty till proven innocent..unless your fame-ass( your lucky OJ...really lucky). Is in it funny that boy cheerleaders get made fun of...think with me here for a second..they have the best view. Is in it funny that guys think lesbians are sooooooo sexy...WHY???? I guess that is cuz’ they think they can join...HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOO
they are lesbians... they don’t want what you have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is in it funny that it took thousands of people to die for Americans to become patriotic...that sux to cuz’ now I can’t go anywhere with out seeing the flag, the colors, the I’m proud to be ignorant...I mean American.......it’s tertiary....That’s all the middle East it guilty of is being the cause of a huge fashion foe pa,,,THAT’S ALL(HEHEHEHE) Is in it funny that all the songs “punks” made fun of like”Hit me baby one more time” and the Titanic theme song are the same songs that”punk rockers” are remaking!!!!! Is in it funny “they” say you can’t learn anything from t.v....well,that’s not true..I’m living proof...I can kick total booooooooty in my mind oh yeah watch out kids come in my mind and your done for....you scared???????7 year Buffy veteran coming through....watch your back!!!!!! Is in it funny that once women start taking muscle supplements they start to laugh like Ursula the sea witch!!!!!!
well...tell we meet again.......leave me a dam message.....please!!!!!!!
I don’t care about none of yall bitches shut the fuck up and drop your bitches!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at 05:41 pm by 3LilBitches
Sep 22, 2003
well children, i guess a picture does speak a thousand words....
hehe thats me dad's g/f's son... hhhhhheeeeeehee
Posted at 09:15 pm by 3LilBitches
Sep 15, 2003
Courtney and Nikki are IdIoTs
We are IdIoTs. Anyway, It's me, Nikki and the lovely Courtney. mHmmm! We're in the library at school. Yes, we are Damn Cool, bitches! <---(the female dog shaped ones) Anyway, seeing as how we have not written in.............. a LONG time, we thought we'd update you on the present events of the past month or so. (wait, this is Nikki. I just have to say that there is an extremely tall person in my bubble sitting next to me right now. His name is Josh. He's cool....even though he won't let me wear his necklace. Ok....Courtney just popped the bubble) Anyway, back to the events......The realization that neither of us have lives and NOTHING has happened in the past month has just set in. A look of vacancy has swept over both of our faces and we are.......dissapointed. Maybe we should get out more. Edge Fest is in 5 days! We are sho exshited. ICP and KMK are coming on the 4th of October!!!!!! <---Nikki loves ICP. (I hate the kid in the bubble's friend. He is a jackass and should be shot in the face) And so.....let this be a lesson to you all! NEVER EVER be a jerk when your friend is in my bubble....YOU WILL BE SHOT ON SITE! Exit the bubble. Matt Lard paid me uh.....$2 for a cigarette today. Now i'm really rollin' in skrilla. HA! I'm so broke it's not even funny. Last night I sat alone cross legged in my room crying like a little boy after being beaten. I mean, we're talking the face in hands sobbing type deal. And why you ask?! Because I have NO money. Ever last penny that I get is going towards ICP and Edge Fest. Then after that I have to buy new gauges for my ears because at the moment i'm walking around with some kid that used to go to my school's ghetto rigged plugs. Then after that I have to pay off a bunch of I.O.U's that I have from about a billion people. Being out of work sucks. I think...that is all. So.......we'll return shortly.
sHE STANDS ON THE EDGE OF SELF DESTRUCTION GAZING INTO HER OWN DOOMS DAY
THE BLACK ENGULFS HER AND SHE DOESN'T EVEN FIGHT
HER FACE JOLTS AND CLENCHES AS SHE FIGHTS BACK TEARS
ALL THE MEMORIES COME FLOODING BACK, WHIRLING AROUND HER HEAD
SHE REMEMBERS THE HARD TIMES WHEN HER FAMILY BETRAYED HER
SHE REMEMBERS THE GOOD TIMES WHEN HE TOLD HER HE LOVED HER
SHE REMEMBERS THE PAIN MOST
THE PAIN WHICH BROUGHT HER HERE
STARING INTO THE EYES OF THE DEVIL, WISHING HE WAS HERE
SATAN LOOKS HER UP AND DOWN,
WAITING FOR HER TO BREAK
HE WHISPERS, "TAKE THE KNIFE AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OK"
HIS LARGE, CLAMMY HANDS HOLD OUT A DAGGER
SHE TREMBLES AS SHE REACHES FOR HER RELEASE
HER FINGERS SHAKE AGAINST THE ICE COLD BLADE
PRAYING FOR THE POWER TO SAY GOODBYE TO THIS WORLD,
ONE LAST MEMORY FLASHES IN HER HEAD,
THE SMILE ON HIS FACE WAS SO DEVINE THE DAY THEY MET
THE DAY SHE FELL IN LOVE
BUT IT WAS TOO LATE!!!
THE DAGGER FELL TO THE FLOOR
ONE HAPPY MEMORY TO HELP ME LET GO
I WALKED AWAY FROM THE DARKNESS AND MADE IT OUT ALIVE
BUT THAT POOR GIRL JUST HAD TO DIE
Posted at 02:39 pm by 3LilBitches
Aug 24, 2003
V's attempt @ being a poet take 2
An Eternal Sentence
Lost and alone in the dark abyss
Love is a feeling i won't miss
Screaming in pain from the jagged knife
As you peel of my skin, and take my soul
Its as if i don't deserve for you to end my life
Enduring the pain is the punishment i must serve
For feeling the emotion of weakness
You carve deeper, till you hit a nerve
The shooting pain that burns like fire
Reminds me of times, you called me a liar
Your words where like bullets
and you never did miss
So for a all of eternity
You sentenced me to this
the pain, the weakness,
the dark abyss,
The nerve, the fire
The liar ....
I don't like it, its pretty lame. but oh well i spent 12 hours filiming today, and my mind is numb from all the stupid ass people that were there.. but i wont bore anyone with the trivial, endless details.....
Posted at 09:50 pm by 3LilBitches
Aug 23, 2003
I am dead inside, yet there's a little light
Ok...I'm gonna just copy and paste my entry from my blog in here.
This One's From Last night:
A final thought...
This is it for tonight.....
I miss my Steffy
I miss midnight talks
I miss walking throught the halls arm-in-arm
I miss talks of prom together
I miss watching Fear and Loathing and how excited he would get when they picked up the hitchhiker
I miss talking about little Sid and Marley
I miss plans to move to Huntington Beach in 2006
I miss the annoying trucker hat
I miss our "master plans" that always went wrong
I miss hanging out at Stef's house all day
I miss sleeping in his bed while he took the couch
I miss bus rides to the mall
I miss calling Dom a Guama until he'd punch me and Stef as hard as he could
I miss my little brother
I miss my best friend
This is from this morning:
Our Lady Peace - "Clumsy" <--That song always makes me cry. Especially last night. I haven't cried like that in a while.
OK, I was out until late last night so I had no opportunity to write in here. I don't think anyone will mind though. No one reads my blog.....Stefan called me the night before yesterday at 9:44 and left a message on my phone apologizing. He'd been drinking so he said he'd just talk to me at school yesterday. But he didn't. He just watched me walk past him and said nothing. I was upset again. I thought that he left the message because he'd been drunk and that he forgot about it or didn't mean it...but then he called me. We had the longest talk about Claudia and my feelings of hatred towards her. He understands that in my eyes, no girl will ever be good enough for my best friend. I guess him and Claudia are done. I feel so good right now. I have my best friend back and it's the best feeling in the world to me as of late next to the feeling I get when I talk to Shadow....But at the same time I have this fear that it won't be like I think it will. That maybe we won't go back to being best friends. I want to so badly. Still...I'm scared, no, terrified that Stefan's just kidding about being sorry and that at any minute, he'll call me and tell me. I'm a stupid kid..... Stefan wants me to come over after school on Monday. I'm not sure what there is to do at his house anymore but play XBox and get drunk off of straight vodka so that's more than likely what we'll end up doing. I wanted to cry so bad when he told me how much he'd missed me and how the past few days had been really hard for him. I don't know....maybe he did too....maybe not. All I know is I had tears in my eyes right there sitting in the middle of In N' Out. Me, Whitney and Missy went saw Freddy vs. Jason last night. It was awesome. Me and Stefan are going to go see it again. Shadow called me while I was in the car with Missy going home. He was sitting near a highway. When he first told me that, I was really scared but I guess he just needed to get out and find himself or something. He promised he'd be careful and not do anything stupid. I love him soooo much. After I got home, Stefan called my house phone and we talked again forever. I cried a little after we got off the phone.That's about it as far as a summary of my night goes I guess. I'm listening to my song of the day....Clumsy, by Our Lady Peace and I'm crying. I am weak. I still have been neglecting my real journal. I never write in it anymore. I'm going to though. That's horrible, isn't it? Anyway.....I think that's about it so, until tonight, Later days.....
Posted at 10:12 am by 3LilBitches
Aug 22, 2003
vania's sad attempt at being a poet take 1
Torn like the weathered petals of a
rose she stumbles through a screaming valley of demons
Loudly she cries, her voice is hoarse
No one can hear her, even those who roam close
lost in the shadows the thought of
home has gone vague
for pain has entered her life, just like a plague
all hope is lost,
chaos sweeps through her
she's like the
angel of death
everyone who sees her, will breathe their last breath
thus, she wanders now, lost in the streets full of blood
surrounded by the phantom screams of the ones she once
Posted at 11:28 pm by 3LilBitches
so i changed the layout...hope u all don't mind....but vany,or nikki..will change it to something newer....just trying to keep it fresh!!!!!!!!!!
can't talk long i think i might fall asleep....i'd like to be in my bed when that happens.....so write u all latter....i really don't think anyone reads these...i feel very lonly about that, so if anyone does ....will you leave me a message????????!!!!!!!!!!! please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at 10:38 pm by 3LilBitches